Hi Molly,
I don't know where you're auditioning, but one poor grade shouldn't really affect your performance-based scholarship at most grad schools. Assistantships are another thing, but still, one class shouldn't make much difference unless it's in the area you are applying for the assistantship in.
As for Italy: Which program is this, if you don't mind me asking?
Anyway, I would strongly encourage you to not go into debt for this kind of program, particularly if you're really 'still paying for last year.' If there's a way you can get most of it taken care of then it may be a valuable experience, that's for you to decide, but I wouldn't let loyalty to a teacher cloud my judgement if I were you. Realize that these programs are good money-makers for the people in charge: $3500 times what, 20? 30? that's $70,000! If they expect you to 'help out,' then something needs to be in it for you, because you can be sure they aren't doing it for nothing.
For less money than this you could work with a voice teacher and vocal coach in your area all summer long, and still have some money left over from working to pay off your debt, save a little something, and buy some scores and CDs. If you can find a nice job back home (pays well, low stress, you can study music on the job a little bit), then you're set. You can also put some time into building your local network: make connections with other local performers, organize and give concerts with them, find a sponsor or two, research local grants, make friends in high places, etc...
that's what I think, anyway. Good luck w/ everything. And yes, Verdi rules.
-John
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