In a message dated 01/25/2001 8:57:13 AM Central Standard Time, mer555@y... writes: mer555@y... writes:
<< By the way, I am a freshman soprano at Lawrence University. Although I thought that I knew what I was going to do with my life when I decided to major in vocal performance, now I have some doubts. It would be really great if someone could help me with these questions that have been circling in my mind. >>
I was just in Appleton this weekend with Milwaukee Choral Artists for the Wis. Choral Directors Assn. convention -- what a nice area and a nice campus you have there. I worked with your drama director, Tim Troy, in a production of Hansel & Gretel here in Milwaukee. I have a former student there who is a sophomore now - do you know Kami Jo? Who are you studying with?
Now to your questions:
1. If I don't show that I am exceptional in College, what are my chances of success in a musical career?
Everyone takes time to develop. Some are amazing right out of the gate, others take some time. Define what you mean by a musical career at this point in time and be prepared to amend your definition as life changes for you. As a freshman, you've only been working with your current teacher since September -- it's hard to predict at this point what you're going to be like in the next 4 years.
<<2. If I do, what are my chances?>>
Hard to say. It ain't easy. Sorry, that's the best I can say.
<< 4. What are the signs that show I'm making enough progress to continue to pursue a career in singing?>>
Develop a good relationship with your teacher and coach and trust their opinions; for yourself, when you can trust what will come out enough that you can find deeper layers in your performance that you can take risks. Tape yourself and listen. Listen to yourself at the end of this year and go back and listen to your early lessons.
<< 3. At what point should I give up? >>
Again, this involves your definition of what a musical career is. I think you shouldn't even plan for "When should I give up?" I think that sets up an "out" for you.
My ex-husband once told me, "If you are still singing chorus by the time you are 28, I think we should start having children." Dang if I didn't get 3 roles right before my 28th birthday. Then when I turned 30, he said, "If by next year, you haven't sung a small role with a big company or a big role with a small company, we should have a child." Dang if I didn't do Countess Ceprano in RIGOLETTO with Washington Opera (small role/big co.) and Smeton in ANNA BOLENA with Summer Opera Theater of Washington (big role/small co.) the following spring/summer. Boy, what you'll do when you're given an ultimatum!!
I think if you get to the point where you are bitter because you're in the chorus and aren't enjoying yourself and find yourself being negative, then it's time to quit. If you are singing with companies that are really not very good and that you're embarrassed to be associated with, but they are the only ones that are hiring you (and you ARE auditioning), then make a decision.
Then again, you may find at that point that you are happy teaching, even if it feels like that is the furthest thing from your mind right now. OR you might be happy doing section leader work or contemporary music or something completely different from what your goals are right now. This is why it's important to keep a flexible definition of "what does a having musical career mean to me?"
good luck...
Christine Thomas Wauwatosa, WI <A HREF="http://hometown.aol.com/mezzoid/myhomepage/profile.html"> http://hometown.aol.com/mezzoid/myhomepage/profile.html</A>
"I love to sing-a, about the moon-a and the June-a and the spring-a"
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