On Sat, 1 Jun 2002, omtara wrote:
> This causes me to think there must be some kind of middle ground > where you are in character, but are still mainly focused on singing > correctly. Is this how it feels to you? Any hints or insights? Much > appreciated!
Having finally (!) reached that point in my vocal development where I really *can* stop thinking about technique and concentrate entirely on interpretation the vast majority of the time, I can pass along to you some thoughts based on my own experience:
1) Until you reach the point where you don't have to concentrate on technique in order to make good technique happen, I suggest you be very selective about the roles you audition for and perform. Stay away from roles that are likely to require you to concentrate on technique. Given that when one performs, one must be able to sacrifice 20%-50% (or more) of the concentration one would normally have focused purely on technique, this means that you'll be better off taking roles that are, technically (vocally) relatively easy for you. The results will be much more satisfying for you - because you WILL be able to concentrate freely on interpretation without obsessing over technique - and for your audience.
2) If you keep studying and working effectively on your technique, there will come a time when, amazingly, you suddenly realise you no longer have to THINK about technical issues all the time. Of course, there may be certain notes, phrases, etc., that will still require conscious technical effort. But these will be the exception, not the rule. By and large, your technical concerns will be directly related to interpretation and presentation: e.g., How fast or slow do you want your vibrato on a certain passage, to convey the emotions you want to portray? - how loud do you want your forte, and how soft your pianissimo? - how "smeary" should that Verismo portamento be? Does a particular coloratura ornament work in the Handel aria you're doing, and is it authentically Baroque? - etc.
The "journey" can be frustrating, I know. And it can be particularly frustrating to go through periods in which you know you're singing better, but you aren't getting roles, after you used to get roles when you didn't sing nearly as well. A lot of that *acting* one does to compensate for one's vocal technique deficiencies actually persuades people to hire you, depending on the type of role. But then there's a block of time during which you know that your old inadequate technique isn't good enough, but the new "don't need to think about it" technique hasn't been firmly established yet.
There's also a danger (again, I know this from first-hand experience) in going out too soon to audition - i.e., before your technique is "grounded". The danger is that the first impression you make is often the ONLY impression you get to make. It is MUCH harder to get an artistic director who heard you three years ago, when you could act up a storm, but not sing as well as you wanted to, to listen to you again 3 years later - and if your technique is still in transition, you may not even want him to hear you 3 years later...you may want to wait until *six* years later, when you've really got the technique down absolutely solidly. But be warned: even if you CAN get him to listen to you 6 years later, when you're ready to move to the next level (or two levels) up on the professional ladder, he may still harbour preconceptions based on how you sounded 6 years earlier. This is a particular problem with MDs with whom you WORKED early in your development, and who you then try to work with again a few years later. Many of these people believe they know what you're capable of, and no matter how much better you may sound/sing now, they still have you pegged in their mind as the girl who sang the way you did 6 years before.
I also suggest that the common advice that a good way to "get a foot in the door" with a music director is to coach with him (in hopes that he'll be wowed by your abilities and possibly hire you) is ONLY a good idea when you are absolutely confident in those abilities: i.e., when your technique is polished and you no longer have any doubts about it.
Unfortunately, this business is so competitive that singers can no longer afford to go out only half-prepared, hoping that they can make up in dramatic abilities for what they lack vocally.
On the other hand, it's important to get some roles on your resume. So what to do?
WORK like a DEMON on your vocal technique. As I suggested earlier, do NOT audition for roles you know in your heart of hearts you aren't technically ready to sing. And technical readiness means ABLE TO SING WITHOUT EVEN THINKING ABOUT TECHNIQUE. If you're worried about technique, you'd probably be better off at this point auditioning for the role of Mercedes - whose voice isn't exposed constantly, and who doesn't have to sing that dastardly Habanera (one of those deceptively arduous arias) - and singing it well, than auditioning for Carmen, and obsessing endlessly about the technical issues.
Oh, by the way, four years ago, I thought I sang Carmen's arias quite well. Guess what. I cannot bear to even LISTEN now to the recordings I made of those arias back then. And I am extremely embarrassed in retrospect that I trotted them out in public back then.
It takes time to really FINISH one's technique (one never truly finishes it - but at least you WILL get to a point where you can RELY on it all the time, even when you've got a slight sore throat, sinus difficulties, etc.). The roles you perform in the meantime should NEVER give you cause to look back 5 years from now and blush at the memory!
Karen Mercedes http://www.radix.net/~dalila/index.html ______________________________________ I will sing with the spirit, and I will sing with the understanding also. 1 Corinthians 14:15
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