One more thing... I went back and rerad your post. I just reread this paragraph and it got me wondering. Could it be that you were feeling at all insecure about the information your teacher has been giving you? Maybe you had mixed feelings? Maybe on some level, could it be you're actually angry with him/her for sending on an audition you felt mixed about??? I don't know.... I'm fishing. Just something to think about. When you figure it out you'll feel better. I promise.
I once had a mentor who has mentored many famous divas say the following to me after I'd had a lousy audition. I called her up in bitter frustrated tears. "Oh honey," she said almost laughing, "it won't be the first and it certainly won't be the last. It happens. Don't cry." She wasn't being mean, she was being honest.
Chin up, DS
> > I must say that I have had auditions in the past that > have not been pretty, but I really did take the cake > on this one. I am quite discouraged and, as I said, > do not have the desire to sing or to face my teacher! > It has been almost two weeks! Help!!!! > > __________________________________________________
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