Date sent: Fri, 14 Jan 2000 19:11:58 EST
Subject: another question and whining
To: vocalist
Send reply to: VOCALIST <vocalist>


okay,
if you are in chamber choir does that mean that you are the best singers in
that school or whatever....they say i wasnt picked bc i am too loud and i
stick out too much...but what makes me sick is that my school always features
them..and not music theater the class im in...there is more to the story
...but i just dont understand it.
and its just high school...and im sorry but im not being arrogant but i do
believe i have a better voice than the majority of those people in chamber
choir. a lot of them were picked on account of favortism...okay i dont know
where i am getting with this..but to this day i still cry that i was never
picked for that and all of these other people who i think i am better than
made it..i love music with all of my heart.and i could sing forever
nonstop.....and it makes me sick that most of the people in there arent even
into music all that much and they arent even doing it in college...and this
is my last year in high school and i have no other chances....i was never
picked for things either in school..musicals..etc...but then again.when i
perform outside of it......people cant get enough of me so it seems..im
always praised or whatever..one time it took me an hour to get out of church
bc all of these people were coming up to me saying things like "you are
definitly going to be on stage one day" and they say i have a unique
voice...and etc..oh well.im sorry to whine. it just really upsets me now and
then..and today it did...but its just school...ill find out where i stand in
the real world i guess..
sorry for complaining hehe.
~sara